There’s something going on, here — something that transcends words. Something that’s quite remarkable. Life itself is a divinely-designed plan of perfection… and it’s happening FOR A REASON! The awakening journey is the means to deeper meaning, and the gateway to unlocking the truth of WHO WE TRULY ARE. As expressions — AS individuations — of THE ONE GREAT COSMIC MIND, of Source Consciousness, we’re expressing and experiencing what it means to be Source, to be us. I recount, here, the story of how my awakening journey has transpired.
There is a massive global shift in consciousness from the 3rd to the 4th and 5th dimension that has been well underway since approximately 2012. The the base frequency of the Earth is steadily rising from its long-time state of about 7.8 Hz where it’s sat for thousands of years.
“At the threshold of 13.13 HZ, humanity’s primordial cells are resonated and pineal glands ‘ignite’ creating a cascade of quantum shifts in the body… from the Activation of DNA (all 64 DNA lightcodes) through to the attunement of DNA to a resonate frequency that now reflects a awakened level of 5D consciousness within the physical body.Simone Matthews, Universal Life Tools
As our DNA begins to activate from 2 to all 12 strands, we invite greater amounts of God-Source energy, light, and love into our awareness.
Planet Earth is entering a part of the galaxy which will spur an energetic transformation in our hearts, bodies, and souls. The “Mass Awakening” is underway and more people are remembering their true nature as they welcome the New Earth!
I was compelled to start a blog on this subject because I wanted to understand the true nature of reality, and oneness, awakening, and ascension resonates with me to the very depths of my core. THIS is why I’m on this planet!
I am deeply moved by the implications of what I have learned, felt, seen, and experienced along my journey thus far; and part of my calling — of my greatest gift — is that of the written word. Therefore, I’ve been guided and have gladly accepted the invitation to open my own dialogue around these ideas to spread light, love, and positivity in hopes that my perspectives might ring true with you and help you along your journey.
The Early Years
I must’ve been 5 or 6, but I remember it like it was yesterday.
“But Daddy, I don’t want to die!”
I repeatedly exclaimed these words over and over one night as my Dad dried me off after a warm shower. As tears rolled down my face, I just kept repeating those same words over and over, frightened beyond explanation or reason.
I don’t remember what caused me to randomly consider such a subject at that age, but the notion of death was obviously on my mind and it scared me shitless.
I didn’t know it then, but I needn’t have been worried.
I’ve always considered myself a deep thinker who was intimately interested in the big “whys” about life as well as the classic mysteries and urban legends we all hear so much about… Bigfoot, Area 51, the Bermuda Triangle, aliens, and so on. Are they real? ARE THEY?
I’ve always been extra curious and inquisitive. These attributes, coupled with my built-in sense of creativity, led me to take up a Journalism major in college — an area where I could both ask pressing questions about important issues and then report on them for the masses.
Prior to my awakening experience which began about three-quarters of the way through 2018, I’d considered myself a “hopeful skeptic” — a realist, I suppose.
Precursor to an Awakening
Fast forward to present day. I was talking with my ex-girlfriend one night when, for some reason, the conversation shifted to the topic of paranormal activity — phenomena that can’t be explained with traditional Earthly explanation or understanding.
In fact, as she described in vivid detail to me over the course of the next couple weeks, she grew up in what she believed was an actual haunted house. I was incredibly skeptical and doubtful — as most people would be — since I’d never experienced anything like that.
That was, until she got her brother and Mom on the phone to corroborate every story she’d told me — without conferring with them beforehand!
LONG story short, I had to dig deeper. So, we visited her Plymouth, IN home and stayed the night. She was not lying (not that I thought she was).
Thus, my awakening story really began, as many do, from a more intense interest in the afterlife and a more determined self-exploration of it. Her and I began exploring HOW and WHY this kind of paranormal phenomena could happen — so, we eventually bought a Ouija board and gave it a shot. I should stress how seriously and carefully we took this endeavor. We very respectfully, curiously, sought contact with those on the other side of the veil. I could hardly believe what we experienced — an hour-long “conversation” with the spirit world, including my deceased grandparents! I was bawling and hyperventilating like never before! Could this really be possible?
Thus began a months-long discovery of “peeking behind the curtain.” I began reading fervently — consuming any and everything I could find about the afterlife. Soon, I found myself immersed for 12-or-so hours per day learning about the universe and existence. Old, dogmatic beliefs began to slowly dissipate as I realized just how much I’d never known.
It wasn’t long before I discovered old and new age concepts all discussing the same core ideas:
- There is much more to reality than what meets the eye.
- This physical reality is merely an illusion.
- We are here for a reason; we’ve chosen to incarnate into the physical with a plan.
- We are eternal, sentient energy, and we NEVER actually die.
- All is energy, all is vibrating.
- As we raise our frequency and our vibration, we can raise our level of consciousness. In so doing, we begin to awaken.
- Awakening is the key to ascension… which is the fundamental mechanism of our evolution.
The miracle of existence was becoming more clear to me. I was relatively unattached to my few previously held belief systems, and I was willing to consider any possibilities. Judaism and its tenants helped shaped my previous world view, but not to such a point of attachment.
So I kept reading, consuming, watching, listening, observing, thinking… being.
A few days later, it happened! The figurative “sun” shone on me brighter than I’d ever imagined it could.
One day as I was sitting at work, I was overcome with an emotion so incredibly overwhelming that I still do not have any words to describe it.
In an instant, EVERYTHING seemed to gel together. I’ll never forget this day — I was sitting alone in a room in my downtown Indianapolis office, trying to work on an article for work. While listening to a YouTube video about life, I looked up, removed my headphones, stood up, and immediately began to cry. I walked outside. As I looked up at the cloudy Indiana sky, I began breathing heavily — a bit uneasy, but quite invigorated.
I was overcome with what I can only call a new, profound sense of LOVE, energy, happiness, and a very real universal “high” which I’d never felt before. It took me only a minute before I internalized what was happening — I was awakening to a higher level of consciousness. In other words, I was having what I’d read about as a “spiritual awakening.”
In that moment, I remembered who I was and what I was. Intuitively, I understood it all. It was as if I’d opened my eyes for the first time, from a 26-year-long slumber. I fell to my knees, and cried.
From that day on, I WAS NO LONGER THE ME I WAS PRIOR. I was ready to emerge from my ignorance. I was ready for the truth. Previously held ideas about society, the way the world and universe worked, models of thinking, paradigms, even people, places, and things I’d surrounded myself with, and nearly every notion I held true about life CRUMBLED to my feet. The conventional thinking I’d been groomed to believe was “real” fell away, and I began shedding layers and years of conditioning that no longer resonated.
In a very real sense, I DIED. The me that was me for 26 years ceased to be — and a new me emerged.
In an instant, my state of conscious awareness shifted, and I felt closer to truth, to knowing — awakening to something deep within me that had laid dormant until it was time.
I knew, somehow, that my life would never, ever be the same. I knew I’d dedicate my days, in some capacity, to finding the truth of existence. I felt like I’d abruptly changed my perception of things, and finally saw, with clarity, the enormous illusions of this world. The deeper meaning and connectivity of EVERYTHING became apparent.
As I later learned, the underlying fabric of the universe isn’t matter. It’s energy created from a conscious cosmic mind, born from a nucleus of unconditional love. Earth is a game, a school, and it’s a just a lucid, coherent dream. Everything except unconditional love is part of the dream.
I felt truths that I’m hard-pressed to explain here. So I can’t possibly go into all the details. But if I had to try, I’d describe how the flowers looked exponentially more vivid, more colorful than I’d ever seen them before. I could talk about the bright beauty of the trees, the magical movement of their leaves. I could talk about how the rain began to fall on my skin, and felt like diamonds bathing me in love. I could talk about how I went from a general sense of indifference and nonchalance to an overwhelming attitude of love, compassion, understanding, and appreciation for all. I was blown away.
For weeks after that, I felt high on life. I cared about nothing but EXPANDING MY CONSCIOUSNESS — which is why we’re all here in the first place. I spent a lot of time alone, continuing to read what resonated, diving further into all of this, embracing it with open arms. I couldn’t get enough.
Since then, my entire life has changed. It’s been an absolute runaway freight train, and it literally IS NOT STOPPING. Looking back now as I update this story (it’s July 2019), it feels as if I can’t even account for the past ten months of my life — but in a good way!
These days, I spend the majority of my time working out (and getting massages/taking epsom baths,!), meditating in nature, working on this website and my podcast, reading books about existence, or visiting my local new age store. Aside from the occasional night out, I have an aversion towards any activity which does not SOOTHE MY SOUL or EXPAND MY CONSCIOUSNESS.
I’ve had numerous encounters of a psychic nature, daily divine occurrences and revelations that have rocked and humbled me to my core, and amazing synchronicities that have made me drop to my knees in awe of the universe’s magic. I continue to receive wonderful, unique “downloads” about the nature of reality which is where I will focus within my content.
Though it’s not always been easy, my spiritual awakening has, without question, been the most wonderful gift of my life.
The work we do while in physicality on Earth is both highly challenging but also highly transformative for the evolution of our consciousness. Earth is an evolutionary fast-track, and what we do here goes a long way in terms of our spiritual maturation. Souls which decide to take incarnations on Earth are highly venerated. It is for this reason, precisely, that it is each of our duties to humbly, kindly share with others our greatest gifts of love. We must offer our hand to all, unconditionally, as we each ascend in our own time, but nonetheless as One.
Oneness is all there is — one consciousness, one energy, one love. There is no separation. Every life form is an individuated unit of the constant, collective, creative, current of conscious energy that is Source. Source is experiencing itself as us — through us. You are the lenses through which the universe is becoming conscious of its own glory! When you fully and deeply understand this, you begin to awaken. And as more people choose to commit to the cosmic agenda of unconditional love, the all of humanity raises a notch.
I hope this blog resonates with you. I hope you find value in my ideas, and I hope, if you so desire, they can help you, even in a small way, along your awakening journey. If you take away nothing else from my page, take this one thing and never let it go: be, give, and receive unconditional love, always. This is the essence of life and of existence itself. Offer this love for yourself, others, and the universe. ALL IS ONE!
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