Collection of Poems

Enjoy these short poems.


you alone is all you need

when you’re alone it’s who you seek

so when you’re down and feeling weak

perfect yourself for that’s the key

to being free

“Mr. Moon”

mr moon is a mirror controlling perceptions

whose parts are projected from other dimensions

tides are tuned, your mind and mood

yet since we assume, we believe the deception

as we all bask in its reflection

“The Woke Scientist”

geometry is astronomy

and math is music

and DNA, a sacred scribe that makes us human

a flower holds secrets of this matrix

but if i value my job, i can not say this

gotta stay in intellect

or there goes my paycheck

“Highway of Light”

how i get high

the dark of night

my third eye

out of sight

inner mind

each star’s a spark

on the dark

highway of light

take a ride

as i slip out of time

as i flip and as i glide


my Grand Design

“She’ll Be Coming Back”

This poem falls outside the scope of my usual metaphysics-related content. You’ll find it’s a no-holds-barred expose into my inner-most reflections as I worked through a confusing ending to an on-again-off-again “relationship” with someone I first met 4 years ago today. The poem has been adapted since I first wrote it several years ago.

my heart and mind is still the same, shelby jane

it’s just the lens through which i look at shit has changed

i gave you my soul and in exchange 

you played with my mind to win your games

when they used to be your showcase and your stage

just happy i could watch from far away, you’d be all i’d entertain 

it wasn’t long after those bulldog games that the mood all changed

til i was chewed up and spit out by you on days

that your mind changed and i fell victim to your nuanced ways

relentlessly romancing, tremendously entrancing

us engaging closer

you staying over

early talk of dating

of soul mating

of taking my last name and

i used to hope despite the age

it could work we’d turn the page

thinking it was just a phase

feelings changing day to day 

canceling and changing things, saying things, crazy things

20 actin’ half her age

stay with me or space from me

go see him then lay with me

your skin on mine and sauvignon wine

when they combined

it felt divine

every time

and you stole time

our distrust was not discussed

and like it must

that lust mutated to disgust

as you left us in the dust

in favor of your wanderlust.

then it was the new ones you’d arranged 

i know that we started strange

you strayed

but now I’m the one who feels betrayed

slyly setting up new dates

behind a slimy little poker face

is this one a fleeting fling

or is it a competing thing

why is this enraging me

crazy me

confusing me, abusing me, not choosing me, you’re losing me

i mean you’re not the only one out doing things

just stay away, just stay afar

you’re to blame for what we could have been cause look at what we are

can’t treat me like some punching bag just cuz you’re confused

then make my heart keep skipping beats despite it being bruised

every time you left my place instantly I wished

i could just replay our lust, addicted to your kiss

reminiscing back as i still nurse that broken heart

do you ever say “i miss him” even though we’ve grown apart

if you’re gonna let me down again girl please don’t even start

remember when we ran the bleachers

where you learned to be a teacher

told me you could be a cheater

tempted by that teenage fever

if you don’t care then i don’t either…

i remember when you said that you could be my wife

i wonder what we were together in another life

could’ve made you mrs. becker

now you missed it, misses never

i don’t think you really tried

i mean you’d text those other guys

right before my covered eyes

and as i layed there right besides

making me feel numb inside

whatever… i enjoyed the ride

now I’m feeling like a jerk

we’re both bleeding striking nerves, exchanging words

too bad that your mind was fickle

the words you said were artificial

epitome of non-committal

not good enough to be official

guess that i was being wishful

just one wave of lust and fun

and then you run

but for those months you were my sun

thought that you must be the one

but now its done

and i’m still numb

and I don’t know what happens when

her orbit comes around again

drawn to you like gravity

you were my whole galaxy

spiraling away from me

then learned new love with kennedy

allie in cali failed to see

the great in me

so onward to my destiny

could my cosmic alchemy

attract your light right back to me

confusing my realities

just hope your living happily

even if a part of me’s

still caught up in that fantasy

of what could be 🌹

∞ 𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵, 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦. 𝘚𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘺. 𝘓𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺. ∞

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💰 ᴊᴏɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴋᴀɴɢᴇɴ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ & ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀᴛ ʀᴀᴄᴇ 🚰
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